*This has been sitting on my drafts but still decided to post it. This is a late post, basically.*
Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan itong paskil na to'. But here I am trying to just talk about it while sitting in front of my laptop listening to Taylor Swift songs.
20 years old na ako ngayon. 5 years. It's been 5 years since that incident happened but it still consumes me. I wish I was brave enough to face the fact that I was weak back then. Sana nagsabi ako sa guidance counselor ng school. Sana pinili kong lumipat ng school or nagpatransfer ng section. I was so young back then and I don't deserve it. I don't deserve to bear all the pain for the past years dahil lang sa isang encounter na 'yun. It is painful for me na hanggang ngayon, it still affects me to the core; that I am so afraid of being with people and socializing makes me tired. Socializing is becoming draining.
Sana, nakausad din ako kagaya nila.
Sana.
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