I was supposed to review for College Entrance Examination but here I am, after a four month-long of not writing about you, I'm writing again for you. Take note. I'm writing this with a happy heart and a smile I can't get off.
To someone who made me feel comfortable for who I am,
You are one of the best things that has happened to me.
I know for a fact that you will feel uncomfortable and a bit awkward after reading this but I also know that you are well aware that I am your clingiest and the most showy friend you have. My fingers are itching to hit the keys and write about you and talk about how grateful I am to you and tell everybody about this extraordinary friendship I have with you.
November. The last night before the semester break ends, we unexpectedly found each other in a real mess; drowning with life's hardships and life's turmoil. The fact that we became friends when we just met each other online could not sink in still in my mind. I remember exactly, in spite of not feeling well that time, we were on our way to this certain mall around Manila, with your eyes staring straight on the road and you've told me, "Totoo pala yung ganito? Yung may nagiging kaibigan ka online?" I was actually thinking the same thing. I've never thought that talking to a stranger could change a lot in me. Forgive me if I say that the moment I met you, I never see you helping me in my relationship with God. You curse and drink a lot and more.
But as time passes by, we get to know each other but I must say that I still know little about you. I still have a lot of things I don't know about you while I feel like a transparent thing in front of you. You're the only person who happens to slapped me right in my face about how crooked some of my perspectives are. You're the person who taught how to feel comfortable with my own skin, with my own characteristic, with my own personalities. In short, you taught me to be proud of who I am and not care about what other people will tell me because I know who I am and I should not change myself for anyone else as long as I'm not hurting anybody. I just feel so comfortable around you. I can be goofy whenever I want to and you don't care. You will always complain about my jokes or what I wear or whatever thing I will tell you.
You are the most annoying person I know because of your mood swings! You're still a complex thing for me. But no matter how hard I try to think that I should read you like how I observe others, I ended up eaten by the grateful heart I have for you. I always talk to God about you and tell him how happy and blessed I am for having you. Thank you, bakla!
I treasure you because you are one of the most precious gifts I received from God! I'm grateful for those little reminders you gave me everytime I doubt God's great works. I can't help myself from crying everytime I think about you because you are one of the best things that has happened to me.
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